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[Saturday
07/03/10@11:54pm] |
today is a good day....a good day!!!
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| whut up warped tewer |
[Thursday
07/30/09@05:01pm] |
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warped was amazing. pbrown and blake totally hooked us up and we did it all sidestage and chilled on the bus. my twitter was unfortunately full of sweet brags but i was too excited to care. so if you wanna know how things went down/see pics go ahead and peep the twitter or check my fbook pics cause im lazy and these pics are never gonna end up in an ij post. suffice it to say, this year made up for missing last year times about ten fer real.
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| viva la fiesta |
[Sunday
06/28/09@08:55pm] |
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leaving for playa del carmen, mexico in the am! no phone, little laptop usage! lord give me strength to get through this week with my family, all the alcohol i can stomach, and the will to enjoy the fact im going to be in a different country and i shouldnt take any part of it for granted.
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| feel me, my anger's gone |
[Wednesday
05/13/09@10:27pm] |
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ended my second year of college with an a 2 b's and a b+. good but not good enough in my books. may 1-6 was legitimately the best time of my life. and i can't believe it's already been a week since i got home. i want to relive those days over and over. it's so weird thinking of the fact that i'm now 20 years old but i don't feel like i've got much to show for it yet. i guess in time. my head hurts.
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| talk to me i'm torn, i could get lost in a voice like yours |
[Saturday
04/25/09@03:50pm] |
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almost finished with sophmore year of college. it's a scary thing. finishing writing a 6 page history paper hopefully today, versaemerge show monday, finals tuesday wednesday and thursday, moving home thursday, flying to ny friday, hoodwink friday night, bamboozle saturday and sunday, chilling next monday, nyc for my birthday next tuesday, come home wednesday may 6th. i'm so ready for everything to go down.
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| ive been changing, youve been waiting for me |
[Wednesday
03/18/09@10:39pm] |
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30 days til a pretty awesome three weeks starts. minus a week of finals, so technically two weeks but whatever. 30 days that's it. i can make it. i've got no choice. work hard straight through til april 30, have fun april 17th, 18th, 22nd, and 23rd, and the reward will be greater than anything i could have imagined i'm sure of it. i can feel it in my anxious gut.
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| yeah you youre biting your lower lip while im still talking about what i can do |
[Wednesday
03/04/09@08:49pm] |
spring break has been nothing short of good. i worked friday, saturday, and sunday at home and then went back downtown. sunday was the first day of march, and IT SNOWED a lot for georgia. i was so excited. monday was the morning light, sing it loud, this providence show. nothing short of fantastic. catch up time with some of my favorite boys, barricade for the sets & some good shots taken. i loved that it was in hell and not heaven. tons of laughs, helped an interview, cobra-nate playing drums for sing it loud impressively. felinis after and the morning light coming outta nowhere was a great surprise. lots of talks and hangs, etc. so much more but i cant even describe. pictures of the snow and a couple from monday night are up on facebook again. ive been too lazy to upload and post them here lately.
oh yeah, last monday i got my nose pierced. my mom hated it of course, and bitched but at least the reaction she gave to this wasn't as bad as when i got my lip pierced, so that's a relief. oh yeah and my online spanish homework site completely clearing me out of the system so all my work from the last two months is gone >:| i tried finding my prof's email address, and got no luck so i'm freaked out a little bit about what to do because its not fair that it cleared itself out i didn't do anything to it! sigh. tonight was great too, tons of awkward texts about sex while i was working made for some great laughs.anyway i hope everyone's doing well.
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[Wednesday
02/18/09@04:53pm] |
basically a run through of how the day/night went. plus lots of versa hangs, travis hugs, john oh love. ran into the maine at the gas station leaving montgomery and now have a running joke that john ohh is stalking us. yesterday was too great and im too lazy to type up an entire update. if you want to know something, ask :)
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| friday the 13th |
[Saturday
02/14/09@03:08am] |
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best friday the 13th ever. pictures and an update, or at least an update to come soon. pictures on facebook soon
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| we were wrong and we drive to the center of it |
[Wednesday
02/11/09@07:20pm] |
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i have the opportunity to do exactly what i want with my life for twoish weeks in march to show just what i've got and get my foot in the door, and i had to turn it down because apparently my priorities are so engraved into my head that school comes first and i can't stand feeling guilty. i will regret this, i know i will. it would have been so easy to say yes; now i'm going to have to fight for it again. fuck me.
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| tool academy is so dumb but im hooked |
[Monday
02/09/09@12:47am] |
i'm sick of being the one to care more. i try caring and being there for everyone and it's not recepted well apparently. i'm sick of trying and getting nothing; my heart's too big for everyone but myself and i wish other people would cooperate.
this is a load of nothing for everyone. ignore this.
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| i wont lie i must confess |
[Tuesday
02/03/09@07:23pm] |
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today doesnt feel right. im really confused and worried and i dont like it one bit.
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| my friends are a different kind of breed |
[Wednesday
01/28/09@08:50pm] |
and i wouldnt have it any other way
the kiros show last night was really great. tons of hangs, guestlisted for getting them 'zoners' and wendys. reunited with paris after a year and a half. i loved it, there was way too much fun to be had that i cant even list right now. i guess that video kind of gives the impression for the night....and i figured out how to convert videos and use my windows movie maker so hopefully ill be making more as the days and months go on. especially after bamboozle. oh and haha at my life, my only lecture class ive skipped the last 4 classes and it turns out my professor has noticed my absence because i had to email him today. perfect. first test of the semester in journ2500 tomorrow and im too ADD to study its a great thing, really. hope everyone else is well. hopefully booking info for bamboozle within the next couple weeks so i have that definite to look forward to. cant wait.
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| surrounded by a million faces |
[Monday
01/19/09@03:18pm] |
i have a playlist for any and every show i'm going to, but i can't seem to make playlists to match my mood ever. random point of the day. i also can't stop drinking crystal light pink lemonade and eating the 100 calories swiss cake rolls and boca burgers. i'm addicted. i think i've almost got my hair exactly how i want it, just little things need to be tweaked here and there, possibly gonna rebleach and bring back the teal. i'm still making up my mind. i have the desire to work out lately, but no physical motivation to do it. but i'm determined to drop 20 pounds by bamboozle, and if not by then then my trip to cancun at the very latest. 30 pounds by warped tour, i'm gonna make it happen. i'm still figuring out how to get on a tour this summer so i'm not stuck at my job the entire summer because that might drive me crazy. anyone know of any bands looking for merch/a photographer? hit me up i'm able may 10 to august and i really want to.
we all have been degraded, we all will be the greatest.
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| new year, and the only thing on my mind concerns me |
[Tuesday
01/06/09@01:43pm] |
no exciting new years post. if you want pictures, they're on facebook.
i feel helpless, and i don't know what i can do to change that. i wish there was something i could do because knowing you're going through this is breaking my heart.
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| get out there, you might make some friends |
[Monday
12/08/08@10:39pm] |
the epic week of december started out awesomely. i actually knew most of my perspectives final. i found out i have a b in that class before the final grade is inputted, and i got a 75 on my paper i bullshitted in an hour the morning it was due the day after the charlotte cobra show!!!!!! and i made almost $200 back for my text books and i didn't think i'd get more than $50 for them!! so great!
next on my epic week list- lisa will be here in 12.5 hours and she is here til friday morning. i've planned so much of her trip down here already :( it's sad but i want her to have fun and all that jazz. I CAN'T WAIT. SEVEN MONTHS IS FAR TOO LONG. although i was supposed to see her in july, but that sickness thing sucked. but yeah!!! i literally have to wake up tomorrow morning, straighten my hair, and then hop marta to go meet lisa at the airport and bring her back upppppp! major pictures and story time come this weekend! AHHHHHH SO CLOSE. now to try and sleep since there will not be a lot of that til saturday afternoon. ay!
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| every step finds ground beneath my feet |
[Saturday
12/06/08@06:18pm] |
there's been so much running around in my head lately; so much that it could actually qualify for a legitimate update, unlike the bull i've been updating with lately. this could end up touching upon religion though, so if you don't want to read anything of that sort, skip over and goodbye.
God has always been a difficult issue for me. growing up, He never really had much of a place in my life. sure, i always believed there was indeed a God, that He was the creator of the universe, but i never placed much faith in Him and what he could do. i would occasionally pray to my grandmother that passed away before i was born when i wanted or needed something to happen, but that was the extent of my prayers. even as i went to hebrew school and synagogue more and more, i still never believed in God. i didn't really believe in my religion. i knew what i was, and i knew the meaning behind it, but that was all. i didn't care. religion still isn't something i hold in the highest regards, but i certainly hold God in a much different light now.
since i had a talk with this certain guy back in august, i've been questioning just what i feel towards God, and if i should still not believe in Him. i mean, i lost people i loved with my heart and soul for the rest of my life, i had been betrayed by people i thought were friends, i felt i didn't really have too many people, my parents were split and i was still not in the right state of mind about it all with what had happened. i blamed Him, thinking what kind of Almighty Ruler would really do this to me? things happen in life to make you "stronger" according to so many people i know, but i never really saw how it applied to me because after all that had happened, i didn't feel any differently, and i certainly didn't feel any stronger. since i had this talk though, i didn't necessarily believe in God and that he was great, but i started taking it all more into consideration; i started going to him with prayers when i felt things were slowly slipping out of my control. it's now been almost four solid months since i had that discussion, and recent events have fully put His place in my life into play.
i've been praying and praying so much lately that certain things would happen, and that things would fall into place; that i wouldn't lose my job, that i'd be able to get to kentucky to see these guys that have put this all into perspective for me, for Him to help friends of mine that really need Him and his work in their lives to make good things happen for them because they're good people, and things have all been falling slowly into place. most of my prayers have slowly been affirmed. this whole idea of praying to God this way was a strange concept to me though, because in my religion, we pray in hebrew, not with what we would like His help for. my eyes were opened to what He could do though if you prayed this way. i still can't affirm that i fully am into my religion, but at least i now know that i have God there by my side, that praying to him for things to happen can work, and that He is Almighty. it's left me feeling good, with this warm feeling in my heart just knowing that sometimes things won't work out as well as i wanted them to, but He is right there with me where i know i can work through things. that is such a great feeling, and things have been going alright since i've welcomed him one hundred percent into my life for the first time. i can't even express how grateful i am towards this certain guy for allowing this to change me, he'll never even really know because i don't know if i can bring this up to him without losing my cool, and i can't lose my cool around him for reasons i don't understand.
this turned out really long. but in other news, lisa is coming down tuesday, and i can't wait. i've missed her so much and it'll be great having her here tuesday to friday morning. david, collin, and i are roadtripping to kentucky friday to go see kiros because i have to see them, i miss them to the point where it hurts my heart to look at our pictures because they're not close. there is a harry potter marathon on abc family all day today which is fantastic. tml/sil is coming here march 2, and i can't wait! i've missed them so much! love like this show is thursday night. i just got my butt handed to me by my philosophy final, and i'm thinking i probably got about a 60 on it which doesn't amuse me too much. 3oh3 make-up show is next monday, the 15th, and i have my job. sorry this got to be of epic length. peace.
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